i see inside an alien

It was red and green.

A clockwork was in there. Inside it.

Inside the alien.

Stuff was stringy and exposing. The spleen was broken and I don't remember how I got there. I looked up to see a gaping hole to find a black eye staring at me.

I could tell by the eye, it wanted me out. I didn't know I was intruding. I don't remember how I got there. Inside the alien. Seeing its biological mess of specialty of extra specialness.


Its internalizing internal organs of raw fleshed out muscle and strands. I didn't feel its bones. I just saw.

I see inside an alien.

I see inside an alien.

I see inside an alien.

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^ Me attempting to write, again. Mind you it was spontaneous and just the spur of the moment. Nothing special. I so suck at writing now...I need my groove back.

I WAS TRYING to be all minimalistic like Chuck Palahniuk.

Tell me what you think about BOTH. The drawing and that chickenshit stuff I just wrote. Puwease?!

I don't really like this, both. Didn't turn out the way I visioned it. Really this was from a dream I had. Thought it would make an interesting piece to draw.....

Drew this off of scarredbutnotbroken's picture: [link]

AND I'm planning on writing to Chuck Palahniuk....in hopes he might write back and send me one of his cool prizes for asking him questions....I still gotta come up with what in the world am I gonna write to him....like I don't wanna sound all
immature and just praise his work...I want to make my comments all cool and impressive. I always try to get a "thank you" from the people I adore...and I'm planning on drawing a illustration from one of his books....and give it to him. So it HAS to be beyond my best. Lots of pressure.

...don't know what to write to him about really. What should I write to him about? Like I dunno. Seriously. Heeelp meeee!

Oooh and I FINALLY got my sister, Gabi to FINALLY read Fight Club!!!! YAY! I'm so happy! I've been beseeching her to read his stuff...and she has a hard time concentrating due to her Bipolar and she usually reads vampire horror boring third-person stuff...so this is a biggy. I tried getting my other friends to read it, specifically my guy friends...but their too stoned and lazy and not to be cruel....but stupid to get it. Really...well not my one friend...he's super smart and despite the fact that he does drugs, he's intelligent...

Now I'm gonna try to get my dad to read it...